I wanna go outside.
I want to meet Rika.
I want to meet Pijjey.
I want to meet Laras.
I want to meet Astrid.
I want to meet my college-mates (without college's thing!)
I want to meet money $.$
I want to meet a job about writing.
I want to meet UK! ♥
I want to meet Scabby ♥

Enough said ♥

When i addicted to you, i feel so into you. And i started to imagine how it could be. How it'll be so pretty cute if you're with me.

Mwahahaha. i don't know why when i got addicted to something, i'll always imagine that on my mind. I always put a new char which is it's...... Ehem me.

Xoxo
By the way, have a great new year's eve ♥

#GarudaFightsBack
#StayhereBachdim
#PertahankanRiedl
#nurdinturun

Enough Said! ;)

Happy birthday, Duomate, Laras \☺/
May all your dreams come true :*
Hihi wish we're still on duomate things till the end of time :p
Kiss-hug-poke!

Hey blogsbum ;)
Did you watch AFF final last night?
Leg 1: 3-0 for Malaysia
Leg 2: 2-1 for Indonesia.
Too bad Indonesia haven't win it yet. But, maaaan! It was a good good match. Oh. It's more than just good. Best? Awesome.
Even we're not the first winner for it but, our-lovely-football-team already did their best.
We love you, guys.
We love you ♥
Riedl, you're cool, man! ♥
Bachdim, BP, Nasuha, Bustomi, Markus, Okto, Eka, Maman, Ridwan, Yongki, etc.

Riedl, stay there. Keep Riedl as a coach! ♥

INDONESIA *id* *id* ♥

Just knew a good song, even it's not my favorite genre for music. But man, you have to hear it. Err it's not a new(est) song actually. Gah! I didn't know-lah.
Here we go with this lyric ;)

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it

My feet have been on the floor flat like an idle singer
Remember winger, I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories about a husband and wife
There's no happy endings, no Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy you everything except cologne 'cause it's poison

We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'Cause it is we can laugh, we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything

Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad that we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

You can move in, I won't ask where you've been
'Cause everybody has a past
When we're older we'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

I don't like people who's just try to joke at me without realizing whether it's hurt or not.
Noted.


And, you've been doing this for kazillion times. Can you realize? Even only for just lil bit?

Hai. Pernah baca postingan gue yang intinya "I'm on a project now" hm intinya sih gue masih di dalam proyek itu. It's a game. Oh not a real game. Jadi sebenernya I'm a lil bit play with it. Gue udah ngerjain sekitar 20 halaman-an gitu dan tiba tiba jengjeng gue ga sreg sama jalan cerita awalnya. Then, gue ulang lagi dari awal. Even gue tetep simpen file 20 halaman itu, buat sekedar kayak pembelajaran (tsaaaah!).
Intinya. Gue ngulang itu semua. Dan sekarang baru jadi sekitar 4 halaman. -_-
Semangat, Videe!

Xoxo ;))

Helaaaaw blogsbum ;)
I'm on holidays rite now :p hm a week. I'm craving for hanging out around but i don't wanna waste my money only for things that i don't like.

Funny. Don't you think you're an indonesian too? -_-" think before you talked :p
And please, use your brain. It's not what you said. I can't stop laughing.

Hello blogsbum ;)
Have you ever have some dreams that unreachable? I did. And i always do.
I didn't ever tell to anyone about it cause it's lil bit ehm..... crazy.
Uh i mean, it's not that crazy. I just kinda don't have that skill in it. I ever ask my parents to take me into that skill. Hm actually, in my deepest heart, my deepest brain, and also my deepest mind, i still want to be that. I really wanna be that. No need a desk for work. Or at least my writer dreams can be reached. God, please bless me to be all i want to be.

Hello blogsbum ;)
I just watched a cool movie. Tron Legacy.
Cool one. I just think, how can they create that movie. Hail technology ♥

And, i want to watch Narnia so bad. Huhu. Kinda late? Yes. Huhuhu.

My problem is hard and difficult enough. Don't try to add more.

To open my eyes to be all i can be.

Iklan susu.

Sorry for my lastest post. For you who read that post, don't ever think bout that.

I hate my parents.
So, the one in their mind that could take it is only ME? For God shake, are you sure mom? dad? Don't you have a heart? Oh i almost forgot that your heart is already fullfiled by the golden boy. Whatever i do, still he's the one, he's the best, he's the only one!!!

Don't you realize that i do try SO HARD to make you proud even since I'm at elementary school. My score's never bad. What about him? Bad. Middle only. Why don't you see it?

And now you think I'm the only one that can take that? Or should i remind you that I'm ur child too? I feel disappointed with you. I give up. It's up to you to judge me. I think you did never think about me, rite?

Enough.

Everybody needs time to feeling sorry. Everybody needs time to realize.
Everybody needs time to show that he or she's never leaving.
Everybody should approve how bad and how good her/his friends.
No matter too good or too bad they are, there's no one can replace them.
Problems should make friendship stronger.
Sorry and forgive is allowed.
That's what's friends are for ;)

Everybody wants people understand them. I do. And why people still don't do it to me too?

"I don't believe in happy ending, cause i believe it doesn't have to end" ~ Sarah Deshita.


Maaaan, word, maaaan! Cute, isn't it?
Oh my, it's not only cute but it's super-uber-ultra-CUTE! ♥

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"sometimes..." said pooh. "the smallest thing takes up the most room in your heart"

What a cute bear! I love you, Pooh! You're the cutest bear ever! ♥

I don't know how i could have more money to provide me. I don't know. I just don't get the idea. I don't have anything -_-

Hello ;)
Several days before i went to Jogja, i saw a short story competition. I decided to join it even i haven't finish to write that short story cause i don't have any collection that fit with its theme.

I just wrote 3 paragraph of it when i was on the train ;)
Wish me luck :*

Love,

Videe ♥

i haven't sleep enough yet for three days and they didn't even talk about that. -_-"
I'm just tired even my face will talk like i have 100% battery. The fact is i only have 10% of power. Honestly

I just got your card. Death card but as always it doesn't mean anything. They look at you such a gold. And always be a precious gold. And they will never never never look to another gold. The real one.

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

Yak gambarnya nggak jelas -_-

Hallo! I'm in Jogja! :D