Today was such a fun, fun, fun day.

Well, it's kinda tired and hectic at the same time, but that was fun! So today was the day where all the fans who loves GOT7 in Jakarta or probably in Indonesia orrrrr in the Asia came to Gandaria City to get their tickets for GOT7 1st Fanmeeting in Jakarta. 

Yeah, you're right.

I got mine too. It's an early birthday prize for my self. Well, not really, i actually got lucky because i have a project that's connected to these lovely seven boys and their fans, so yeah, it can be used for paying the tickets. Hohoho. I honestly didn't think that the presale would be a bit crowded because i used to have "experience" on buying presale tickets so i feel like i have a master of this. Lol.

But still, it's kinda surprised tho'
The crowd was more than that i expected to be like. So, my friends got panic :))
Short story, we got our tickets after queued around 1 hour but too bad that they had separate presale hour for the other section (non vip tix). I have to wait for more than 6 hours. Yeah sis life.

When i finally stood on the second row. Yay. My queued number: 251. Great.

But then, my friends and i and some of our new friends decided to eat bingsu place that i've been really wanted to try~~~ Yeah, that's because Gandaria City is quite far from home so that's the reason.

Bing Go was amazing. I personally prefer their cheese bingsu other than anything else.

Matcha Bingsu! Not their best variant (tbh) but it still tastes good, tho. Me likey.

Sorry for bad picture, it was all over the place. It's yuuuum! Their mango is niceeeu

This is like the best bingsu out of the three bingsus that i tried there.

I like their cheese bingsu and lemonade (i forgot to take pic of that). It was so good tho!

My rate:
+ itheir matcha bingsu is nice but not great
+ cheese bingsu is super delicious
- they should provide a small plate or glass to eat so it won't mess up the table (or is it just me? :))

I don't know what to write right now because i just have no idea. (well, wth i am doing rite now)

So, it's been so many UPs and DOWNs in the past 2 years. It's just so hard for me. I had it hard. It's really hard to say good bye when it's the time. It's been two years that i'm living my life not only for me but 100% for my little family (mom and brother).

Well, if i got a boyfriend, he could probably join this "little" thing too. :))

Well, it's just i do feel so many change happened in my self, my life, my self confindence, my everything. I am the type of daughter from a family that has "rule" in our home, like, studying time is always at 6.30 - 8.30. People thought i was soooo clever and smart when in elementary and junior high school, trust me, it's not that i was born clever or my parents were born clever, it's just i study regularly and write notes so often.

I honestly just re-read what i wrote above, and i feel like i don't know what this blogpost is going to be like... It's just me and my laptop keyboard. LOL

Back to the main topic (wait, do i have the main topic? Nope, go on).

Before two years ago, i thought the hardest thing in life was only looking for a job, trying to get a good grade in school or college, find a lover, trying to finish a study, or whatever i was trying or looking for. Those are hard, at times. But now, the hardest thing in life is when life don't do a justice with someone who loose their loved one. They have to let go. It needs time but they still to live up their life for everyone. It happened to me. When i haven't even get my sense back, i need to work hard and even harder for me, for my mom and college brother. I know Allah doesn't sleep, i hope i won't go wrong way. I hope i'll be okay. I hope, i can live my life to the fullest and my dad will still be proud of me.


That's it. That was a long one.

See you in my next post. Bye~~~

Hi everyone, it'd be so awkward here. lol.

So, since i am currently so busy and have no time to write or thinking about something (well, it could be just an excuse tho). So i decide to........ review something. I'll still write my thoughts and what's inside my head. Meanwhile, i'll write review too. 

Well, if you read, i already posted some concert review here. That's not really review rite? Just said that it's a fangirl review :))

Now, this time, i am gonna post about NYX Soft Matte LipCream. HAHAHA Yes, i am a girl who wears lipstick/cream/whatever now. :))

I used to be a person who wear almost no make up on my face. I only used sunscreen, baby powder and lipbalm. Even when i went to college i still only used them as my "make up" but i changed the baby powder to a face powder from Revlon (you can try googlle it). When i was still at college but i had to work, it was probably the first time i purchase my first lip product. I've tried maybelline, wardah, pixy, revlon, but i don't know why i still can't grasp at them. It might be because i'm more comfortable to something liquid than a stick. And voila! i found my first love at NYX.

I bought NYX soft mate lip cream in 4 different shades. Well, i've been saving my money for buying some "bright" and "long lasting" lip product for my holiday.

On photo: 88 Love Live Vol 1, Faber castel colored pencils, NYX Soft Matte Lip cream in color ibiza, cannes, antwerp, and Stockholm

YEAH

NYX Soft Matte Lip Cream: Ibiza, Cannes, Antwerp, Stockholm

Left to right: stockholm, antwerp, cannes, ibiza

I even swatched it for my very first review on lip product like a pro, lol. I love all of the colors that i bought. The colors that i swatched actually quite different with the color when i put in on my lips. It's still pretty tho. It's not that long lasting but it's still alright if you only have a snack or tea time. Actually i super love the ibiza and cannes one because they colored my lips. I found out that the light shade like stockholm one can get really hard to apply, i have to apply in layered to look pretty.  

My rate:

+ it's super easy to apply on to your lips
+ the color isn't really different with the packaging
+ matte finished
+ mosturizing (for some color, in my opinion)

- it needs to dry first before you apply another layer on top of your lips
- don't rub it, don't drink, don't. it doesn't dry that fast
- it's not that long lasting but it's still okay as long as if you don't eat.


Hope you enjoy this post!