I don't know what to write right now because i just have no idea. (well, wth i am doing rite now)

So, it's been so many UPs and DOWNs in the past 2 years. It's just so hard for me. I had it hard. It's really hard to say good bye when it's the time. It's been two years that i'm living my life not only for me but 100% for my little family (mom and brother).

Well, if i got a boyfriend, he could probably join this "little" thing too. :))

Well, it's just i do feel so many change happened in my self, my life, my self confindence, my everything. I am the type of daughter from a family that has "rule" in our home, like, studying time is always at 6.30 - 8.30. People thought i was soooo clever and smart when in elementary and junior high school, trust me, it's not that i was born clever or my parents were born clever, it's just i study regularly and write notes so often.

I honestly just re-read what i wrote above, and i feel like i don't know what this blogpost is going to be like... It's just me and my laptop keyboard. LOL

Back to the main topic (wait, do i have the main topic? Nope, go on).

Before two years ago, i thought the hardest thing in life was only looking for a job, trying to get a good grade in school or college, find a lover, trying to finish a study, or whatever i was trying or looking for. Those are hard, at times. But now, the hardest thing in life is when life don't do a justice with someone who loose their loved one. They have to let go. It needs time but they still to live up their life for everyone. It happened to me. When i haven't even get my sense back, i need to work hard and even harder for me, for my mom and college brother. I know Allah doesn't sleep, i hope i won't go wrong way. I hope i'll be okay. I hope, i can live my life to the fullest and my dad will still be proud of me.


That's it. That was a long one.

See you in my next post. Bye~~~

Hello blogsbum ;)

Do you ever have some virtual friends? I've some good virtual friends, i mean 'great virtual friends' :) And i really thank God for them.

Hmm, honestly I've got some good friends from facebook and twitter. But, not all people in my facebook or twitter is my friend. Even i won't add someone/ follow someone if i don't know him/her.

If you follow my twitter (@videeadriany), you'll find me mention some names. Like: @pijjeylicious @larasatiprmhndn, @windyokt, @ninasapphira, @gadisakira, @lalatiara and some other names.

I met them in virtual world. I already met them in real life. I love to call them my bestfriends because they don't act like virtual friends. And i don't think i could call them 'virtual friends' anymore because we already spent so many times together for real. They're good for real. Virtual world is only the place that God makes til we can meet. I hope we can be just like this until the end of time.

Some of you may think that virtual friends can't do 'real' things like our real friends can do. I can say it's not true. But. Again. Not all the people in virtual world can't be called as friends. I love to hear their stories even it's already late night. I love when they sent me message about my favorites that i think, i haven't told them. It means they know me. ♥

Don't ever put your virtual friends in the second place because they can be your real friends for real. And also don't ever forget your real friends because of your virtual friends. In short, do balance! ;) ♥

Love all your friends!

I love all of my best friends (every single name that I've put on my posts, campuss mate, Sk-mate, Sw-mate) :P

Cheers ♥

Videe ♥

Ps: don't forget to do some little attentions to your friends! Xo

People said that life is funny. But, is it that funny? Why do i cry every i think that life's funny? How funny it is :') I kinda feel like fool perhaps all the time. meh. And i try to scream into my head that it's not even me.


Happy in life is...
when you have a great family that loves you inside and out.
when you have agreat best friend that wil always be there.
when you have a great score in school and college so you can see how happy your mom and dad are.
when you have a great job that makes everyone around you feel so proud.
when you have enough money to make you happy even happiness is not only about money but trust me, it's better to crying in BMW than in Bajaj. nevermind,
when you can do anything you want to do.
when you can reach your dreams.
when you have somebody that always support you in every situation, every dreams you want to reach, every tears and smiles.
when you can hug everyone that you love.
when you can have a date with anyone you love and love you.
when you can study for exams with so many ice cream beside you.


Sad in life is....
when you realize that you are a forever alone. (ps: you won't be like this, guys. you can contact me anytime as a friend)
when you get bad score and you've tried so hard in everything.
when you can't reach your dream and ended up being somebody that you dont want to be.
when harrypotter ends.
when you dont have money even only to to school or college.
when your family ignores you.
when your best friend forgets you.
when you have a dream that you want to reach and nobody cares. nobody supports you. nobody trusts you. nobody stays for you.


Funny in life is..
when you realize that everything in your life is funny but you're not laugh. You cry.

How happy or how sad or how funny your life is, enjoy that, that's your life :)

Cheers,

Videe

Kenapa gue posting nya pagi ? itu karne gue ngerasa gag punya waktu buat online lagi nanti sore . Soalnya gue nanti pulang bimbel harus les lia lagi . Kalo malem males , ada bokap gue yang suka ngeliatin postingan gue (baca: ribet) .

Gue lagi pengen jalan sama temen temen gue kayak DULU lagi deh . Soalnya mereka sekarang udah gak gitu deket sama gue . Sekarang mereka udah punya banyak temen lain yang banyak dan lagi akrab akrab nya . Cuma pas di MIA kita jalan dalam formasi lengkap malah ada tambahan dan semuanya dateng tanpa terkecuali , hhi

jadi pengen cerita gimana lucunya pas MIA dulu (mungkin kalo gue yang cerita jadi gak lucu lagi . maaff yah) . Ini berawal dari temen gue yang bernama dinda , dia liat iklan MIA di tv , trus langsung sms ke gue . ngajakin . Gue sih oke aja asal diijinin sama nyokap .
Yaudah tuh akhirnya kita ber7 memutuskan untuk dateng ke acara itu , makanya si dinda kita suruh nyari no.telp tv nya buat booking tiket .

Gue inget banget waktu itu hari rabu , waktu itu juga lagi bulan puasa yaa guys, hari rabu itu si dinda berhasil mendapatkan no.telp nya itu tv . Tapi doi ngga sempet sempet nelpon (baca: lupa) . Akhirnya gue lah yang nelpon itu tv padahal sibukkan gue daripada dia, hhi . Gue ngedapetin no. telpon itu dari dinda hari jumat (acaranya itu hari jumat depannya) . Gue telpon pas pulang sekolah dan yang ngangakat mas - mas gitu kan , gue nanya tentang tiket itu baik baik , ehhhhhh dia jawab , "tiket cuma diambil langsung di sini dan paling lambat nanti sore."
JEGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER ! nggak mungkin banget kita ngambil tiket nya hari ini secara gue mesti les bersama 2 angggota lainnya dan temen gue pada sibuk juga .
Akhirnya pas lagi otw ke tempat les , gue nyuruh temen gue yang gantian nelpon mas mas ngeselin itu . Parah masa langsung ditutup gitu .

Mungkin karena kita udah terlanjur mikirin ini udah lama , jadi kita ngerasa sayang banget kalo sampe gak jadi nonton . Sampe kepikiran buat nyuruh dinda kesana naik ojek , jadi nanti kita patungan buat ngeganti uangnya gitu . Tapi dia ngga mau . Akhirnya kita memutuskan buat tetep dateng kesana hari senin .
GILA jakarta makin panas bnget waktu itu sampe kita mutusin buat naek taksi dari taman kota ke tv itu

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