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I thought "Life is like a roller coaster" happened only in a movie, but no.
Personal Feelings Friday, September 20, 2013
Hello blogsbum. Gue yang hilang dari peredaran per-blog-an mulai terbiasa menuangkan cerita sehari-hari di scrap book. Alasannya lebih kepada takut menyinggung perasaan berbagai pihak.
Like my post title, I thought "Life is like a roller coaster" happened only in a movie, but no.
I thought my life couldnt be like thaaaaat roller coaster. Goes up too fast and goes down faster. It's so not gonna happen to me. But, emagod. It just happened to me. I repeat. IT. JUST. HAPPENED. TO. ME.
My life in almost two years behind was so happy yet struggle. I mean, i had my last year college which is you know that we need to focus so we could graduate faster. And during that time, lucky me, i had someone hold on to me and i could hold on to. But that is history. Everything that goes in my mind definitely wrong. I can't explain here. I can't hurt anybody.
In other words, it's like i hurt my legs but i pretend i was okay by using stocking or tights. I just need people around me help me go through this. If you dont know me that well, you couldnt know that it's hurt. But if you know me that well, just dont hurt me in the same place, dont hurt the legs i covered by stocking or tights. Just don't. Cause if it's happened, i am afraid that i will try get away. run away. far away. by myself. alone.
Like my post title, I thought "Life is like a roller coaster" happened only in a movie, but no.
I thought my life couldnt be like thaaaaat roller coaster. Goes up too fast and goes down faster. It's so not gonna happen to me. But, emagod. It just happened to me. I repeat. IT. JUST. HAPPENED. TO. ME.
My life in almost two years behind was so happy yet struggle. I mean, i had my last year college which is you know that we need to focus so we could graduate faster. And during that time, lucky me, i had someone hold on to me and i could hold on to. But that is history. Everything that goes in my mind definitely wrong. I can't explain here. I can't hurt anybody.
In other words, it's like i hurt my legs but i pretend i was okay by using stocking or tights. I just need people around me help me go through this. If you dont know me that well, you couldnt know that it's hurt. But if you know me that well, just dont hurt me in the same place, dont hurt the legs i covered by stocking or tights. Just don't. Cause if it's happened, i am afraid that i will try get away. run away. far away. by myself. alone.
Just like Patrick said, the less you care, the happier you will be. Just don't expect something. Just don't.I thought you're friends. But, dont expect too much. ...
hello blogsbum :) I miss blogging so much. Blogwalking at midnite while waiting for dowloaded file. Haha. Time flies so fast. I don't realize that i almost in the end of college year. And now i'm doing my final assignment or whatever it is. And the weirdest thing is i enjoy it. I know, people complain about their 'skripsi' lalala or their lecturer....
Hello blogsbum :") it's such a really long time for me to post something here. Feeling bad about it. I should write more here to reduce stress. :p Well, i know it's a bit late but who cares. HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!!!! <3 I hope every good things come this year :") Since i have a time to write, why dont we resume...